2019年1月25日 星期五

Julia Michaels - Anxiety ft. Selena Gomez 焦慮

自從推出<Issues癮>以來,Julia根本火力全開,每幾個月就釋出一支單曲,目前還沒有一首讓我失望過,超級喜歡她獨特的曲風和細膩刻劃人性的歌詞。

今天(1/25)又發行了第二張迷你專輯《Inner Monologue Part 1內在獨角戲》,和Selena合作的這首歌<Anxiety焦慮>作為整張專輯的序曲我想是再適合不過,因為兩人皆長期飽受焦慮症所苦,而裡頭的歌詞的確就是焦慮症發作時的感覺,好像全世界都不會懂,腦袋被各種千奇百怪想法轟炸,卻怎麼也停不了......



My friends, they wanna take me to the movies
我的朋友想帶我去看電影
I tell 'em to fuck off, I'm holding hands with my depression
我和我的鬱悶手牽手叫他們滾開
And right when I think I've overcome it
正當我覺得已經克服時
Anxiety starts kicking in to teach that shit a lesson
換焦慮來亂,教訓了一頓
Oh, I try my best just to be social
我竭盡所能長袖善舞
I make all these plans with friends and hope they call and cancel
又默默希望朋友們會打來取消約會
Then I overthink about the things I’m missing
然後不禁思索著我所錯過的一切
Now I'm wishing I was with 'em
現在又多希望在他們身邊

Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
好像一直在為自己的情感道歉
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
明明一切安好卻感覺失去理智
And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with
我的前任們都說我很難搞
And I admit it, yeah
是啊,我承認

But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
我的朋友們都無法理解,完全無法
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
他們不懂為何我徹夜難眠
I've been told that I could take something to fix it
一直有人告訴我可以服藥解決
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
該死,我也希望一切是那麼容易
All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like
所有的朋友都不能理解我的處境

Always wanted to be one of those people in the room
曾經老是渴望融入人群
That says something and everyone puts their hand up
他們說些什麼,大家就通通舉起手
Like, "If you're sad put your hand up
像是如果你傷心難過就舉起手
If you hate someone, put your hand up
如果你也討厭著誰就舉起手
If you're scared, put your hand up"
如果你有所恐懼的就舉起手

Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
感覺我老是在為了情感道歉
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
明明一切安好卻好像理智線斷掉
And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with
前任都說我有夠難搞
And I admit it, it's true
我承認這點是真的

But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
但我的朋友都無法了解那是什麼樣子
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
不明白為何我徹夜難眠
And I thought that I could take something to fix it
我以為能服些什麼就解決了
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
見鬼,真希望那麼容易就好了
All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like
我的朋友們都無法理解我的處境

I got all these thoughts, running through my mind
這些想法不停地在腦袋裡轉啊轉
All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off
一直以來我就是無法停止
I think I'm doing fine most of the time
我想大部分的時候我還可以
I think that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off
我還安好但我似乎就是無法停止
I got all these thoughts, running through my mind
這些想法不停在腦裡繞啊繞
All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off
一直以來我似乎就是無法按下停止鍵
I think I'm doing fine most of the time
我想大部分的時候都還行
I say that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off
我還安好但就是無法停止雜念
Shut it, shut it, yeah
停止吧

But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
即使是朋友們也無法理解焦慮是什麼滋味
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
不能明白為何我總是徹夜難眠
I've been told that I could take something to fix it
一直有人告訴我能服解藥
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
見鬼,我也希望通通那麼容易
All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like
我的朋友都無法理解我的處境

Li-i-i-i-ike, what it's like, what it's like
我的處境
Hmm-mm-mm, mmm
What it's like
我的處境啊
I love this song
愛死這首歌

希望這首歌能讓更多人明白你並不是唯一被焦慮困擾的人,我們都不完美,有自己的難關要過,但是別太相信腦中那些負面的聲音,我們並沒有那麼糟。

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