Julia Michaels - Anxiety ft. Selena Gomez 焦慮

自從推出＜Issues癮＞以來，Julia根本火力全開，每幾個月就釋出一支單曲，目前還沒有一首讓我失望過，超級喜歡她獨特的曲風和細膩刻劃人性的歌詞。

今天(1/25)又發行了第二張迷你專輯《Inner Monologue Part 1內在獨角戲》，和Selena合作的這首歌＜Anxiety焦慮＞作為整張專輯的序曲我想是再適合不過，因為兩人皆長期飽受焦慮症所苦，而裡頭的歌詞的確就是焦慮症發作時的感覺，好像全世界都不會懂，腦袋被各種千奇百怪想法轟炸，卻怎麼也停不了......

My friends, they wanna take me to the movies

我的朋友想帶我去看電影

I tell 'em to fuck off, I'm holding hands with my depression

我和我的鬱悶手牽手叫他們滾開

And right when I think I've overcome it

正當我覺得已經克服時

Anxiety starts kicking in to teach that shit a lesson

換焦慮來亂，教訓了一頓

Oh, I try my best just to be social

我竭盡所能長袖善舞

I make all these plans with friends and hope they call and cancel

又默默希望朋友們會打來取消約會

Then I overthink about the things I’m missing

然後不禁思索著我所錯過的一切

Now I'm wishing I was with 'em

現在又多希望在他們身邊

Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling

好像一直在為自己的情感道歉

Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine

明明一切安好卻感覺失去理智

And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with

我的前任們都說我很難搞

And I admit it, yeah

是啊，我承認

But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like

我的朋友們都無法理解，完全無法

They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night

他們不懂為何我徹夜難眠

I've been told that I could take something to fix it

一直有人告訴我可以服藥解決

Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah

該死，我也希望一切是那麼容易

All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like

所有的朋友都不能理解我的處境

Always wanted to be one of those people in the room

曾經老是渴望融入人群

That says something and everyone puts their hand up

他們說些什麼，大家就通通舉起手

Like, "If you're sad put your hand up

像是如果你傷心難過就舉起手

If you hate someone, put your hand up

如果你也討厭著誰就舉起手

If you're scared, put your hand up"

如果你有所恐懼的就舉起手

Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling

感覺我老是在為了情感道歉

Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine

明明一切安好卻好像理智線斷掉

And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with

前任都說我有夠難搞

And I admit it, it's true

我承認這點是真的

But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like

但我的朋友都無法了解那是什麼樣子

They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night

不明白為何我徹夜難眠

And I thought that I could take something to fix it

我以為能服些什麼就解決了

Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah

見鬼，真希望那麼容易就好了

All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like

我的朋友們都無法理解我的處境

I got all these thoughts, running through my mind

這些想法不停地在腦袋裡轉啊轉

All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off

一直以來我就是無法停止

I think I'm doing fine most of the time

我想大部分的時候我還可以

I think that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off

我還安好但我似乎就是無法停止

I got all these thoughts, running through my mind

這些想法不停在腦裡繞啊繞

All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off

一直以來我似乎就是無法按下停止鍵

I think I'm doing fine most of the time

我想大部分的時候都還行

I say that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off

我還安好但就是無法停止雜念

Shut it, shut it, yeah

停止吧

But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like

即使是朋友們也無法理解焦慮是什麼滋味

They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night

不能明白為何我總是徹夜難眠

I've been told that I could take something to fix it

一直有人告訴我能服解藥

Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah

見鬼，我也希望通通那麼容易

All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like

我的朋友都無法理解我的處境

Li-i-i-i-ike, what it's like, what it's like

我的處境

Hmm-mm-mm, mmm

What it's like

我的處境啊

I love this song

愛死這首歌

希望這首歌能讓更多人明白你並不是唯一被焦慮困擾的人，我們都不完美，有自己的難關要過，但是別太相信腦中那些負面的聲音，我們並沒有那麼糟。